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I decided not to bring things to the new house that are just going to take up space, have no emotional value, or purpose. A few days ago I went through jewelry that I received one way or another with my mom. While doing this I found a ring that was my grandfathers. I told my mom that she could have it. It means more to her then it does me. It has been in a draw since I got it and if I take it, it will go back into a draw. It makes more sense for someone who will display it to have it.
Last night when thinking about this I started to cry. I cried because I do not remember my grandfather. When I think about him I can see an image of him in my head but I do not think I could describe his personality or any memories of him if I was asked to. The part that upsets me most about this is that he did not pass away that long ago. I should be able to remember and I do not know why I can not. |
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| 09:48pm 25/07/2006 |
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I made my journey west for the very first time and it was a very long, cold, and tiresome plane ride. I have a lot to say about the trip but there is not enough time to tell the whole story so I will list some of the key events that took place.
- Spent 4 nights in an ant infested apartment
- Went to Disney Land and saw Mickey Mouse
- Went to Universal Studios, got to cut in front of the lines with special passes, and talked to Donkey
- Almost ran out of gas in the desert on the way to Las Vegas
- Spent about 3 hours waiting for our hotel room
- Played $1 blackjack and roulette with 25 cent chips
- Saw O
- Saw water dance
- Took a picture with a man dressed up like a women
- Saw dead bodies
- Ate a Cheeseburger in Paradise
- Went jet skiing
- Got sun burned
- Spent a day driving around California haphazardly
All in all, my trip west was a great time. If you would like to see pictures of the trip that can be found at http://www.worldsdemise.com/vegas/ |
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| Final post on this subject... I am done with it! |
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| 10:06am 30/05/2006 |
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It is not the fact that you do not like my boyfriend that has been bothering me. Yes, I would like it if all my friends got along with him but I realize that it is hard for some people to deal with his personality. I also know that I can not force anyone to like someone that they do not get along with.
What was bothering me was the fact that I got blamed for something that I did not even know I did or was supposed to do. First, how am I supposed to stick up for you when you do not even stick up for yourself? Secondly, how am I supposed to defend you from a comment that I just recently found out was said.
Well I said what I had to say and I refuse to let this situation bother me any longer.
With all of my heart I want to wish you good luck with your career as a politician. I am not going to pretend I know everything about political science because I definitely do not. The one thing I do know is that in order to survive in government there are specific characteristics you need to possess and I do not believe you have these traits. This is clearly seen in the way you handled this situation. Again I strongly wish you luck because you will need it! |
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| My opinion and relationships... |
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| 08:05am 23/05/2006 |
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Love relationships:
After being in a relationship for over 3 years I have decided that there are 4 major signs that suggest a good relationship:
1- You both learn from each other weather it is teaching him how to have patients or teaching her how to not be scared of the dark.
2- You find yourself doing things you never thought you would before such as eating sushi or riding on a roller coaster.
3- You give each other freedom with out arguments. For example it should be ok for each other to do things separately by having dinner alone with friends or going to a club.
4- You should talk about everything, not because you have to but because you want to; and when I say everything I mean everything from what you did that day to your bowel movements.
It is within these signs that you know if there is trust, respect, and communication in your relationship.
Friend relationships:
Lately I have been realizing the difference between a real friend and someone you call a friend; an idea that I previously did not understand.
1- Real friends are not necessarily the people you talk to every day but the relationships with these people are similar to those of love relationships in that, you respect and are truthful to each other. Real friends do what they say they are going to do.
2- “Friends” you may or may not talk to everyday but when you do talk there are broken promises and lies to follow. “Friends” do not call when they say they are going to and when you finally do call they lie and you know it is a lie because they say something later that totally contradicts their reasoning.
Family relationships:
I do not really have an opinion on these relationships. They are more confusing then everything else and that’s about it.
*I am sorry if this post is offensive to anyone but it is only my opinion and based on events that have happened over the past two or three weeks. |
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| 01:37pm 10/05/2006 |
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I am so proud of my bubbie. He has accomplished so much over the past few years and I know that he will accomplish so much more as the years go on. Sometimes I feel like he is a new person. He hasnt changed for the better or worse he has just changed. Either way i like him in fact i love him and i know we will go on to accomplish great things together. |
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| Brandon is so very sweet |
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| 09:51am 02/05/2006 |
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For about a month, maybe a little more or a little less, I was wearing a plastic ring. Brandon and I were at an arcade in Atlantic City and with the coupons we won Brandon got something for himself and picked out the ring for me. I wore it everyday after that because it was a reminder of the fun we always have, so it didn’t matter to me that it was plastic. About a week ago it got stretched out. I told Brandon that he could probably fix it by using pliers or maybe even his hands. But instead of fixing it he got me a nice fancy ring. It is silver/gold or gold/silver and has a heart shape. The outline of the heart has little little diamonds and inside the heart is a pick stone. The ring was to big when he gave it to me so we had to go to the jeweler the next day to get it resized. I am a 4 ¼ or 4 ½ in case anyone is interested. And even though I would have been happy just having my plastic ring fixed I still appreciate Brandon’s thoughtfulness and always will. |
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| 08:55am 11/03/2006 |
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Yesterday was an interesting day. I went to the Ed's show yesterday to help Brandon with sth. Brandon called me before the show and said I needed to pick up beer for one of the bands. I went to shoprite near the mall and was told that my id was not me. I was then asked to give another id so I gave my old licence. Even though one was exspired she said the exspired one was me so according to that I was under 21 becuase it said that on the side of the card but looking at the date it said I was 21. So at this point Brandon arrived and long story short we got kicked out of shoprite. Then all last night no one could hear me because I had a sore throat all morning and trying to yell over the music didn't help so and the end of the night I could barely talk at all.
side note: Aly I saw Ched at the show and she said you were coming home this weekend. When are you going back to school because we need to try and hang out before you do. |
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| A treat to wake up to! |
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| 10:20pm 28/02/2006 |
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3 years ago i met you- the silly goose you are.
3 years ago i met you- and you became my star.
3 years ago i met you- and what a wonderful thing
because 3 years ago you changed my life and now i want to sing.
3 years from now i'll still love you- maybe even more.
3 years from now i'll still love you- even if you snore.
3 years from now i'll still love you- as happy as can be
because 3 years from now you'll still be my one and only bubbie.
I am so
Lucky to have you
Over any other guy
Very nice you are to me
Even when
You make me cry
Oh how i love you so
Unconditionally i want to scream and cheer...you are the love of my life and i hope we last another year!
Brandon doesnt make me cry but i couldnt find another word that fit with guy so if anyone has a suggestion please let me know.
~all the huggies and kissies in the world to you~ |
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| 10:04am 14/02/2006 |
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I feel like i'm back in the old days and have to boil my water in order to have a hot bath and to cook. Is asking for heat in the house really that big a deal. I mean whats the point of paying your landlord for heat if its off at least once a month anyway. |
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| stolen from brandon who stole from shera |
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| 05:24pm 10/01/2006 |
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1. Name:
2. Date of birth:
3. Where you live:
4. What makes you happy:
5. Currently listening/the last thing you listened to:
6. Do you read my journal?:
7. If yes, what makes it especially good or bad?:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/do you have a crush at the moment?:
10. Favourite place to spend time:
11. Favourite lyric:
12. The best time of the year:
RECOMMEND
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A band, a song, or album:
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1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Look at my friends-list and tell what you like about one of our mutual friends:
4. Put this in your journal so that I can tell you what I like about you |
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| why is it always so difficult to open the pb&j jar |
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| 02:25pm 12/12/2005 |
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i got to class about a 1/2 hour early and was board so i decided to make a word web. the center word was "me" and the outer words are listed here starting with the top right and going clockwise around the center.
ME
love, when, romantic, sad, over, what, impatient, hide, happy, soon, no, caring, cry, proud, never, why, stress, worthless, hopeless, now, confused, maybe
what these words mean exactly i'm not sure but they are words that were floating in my head and are now on paper. |
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| 08:15am 04/11/2005 |
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even being 52.45 miles away the one thing that makes me feel 100 times better was here yesterday and i love him because of things like that. |
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| 11:51am 03/11/2005 |
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why is it that when everything is going wrong the one thing that makes you feel 100 times better is 52.45 miles away. |
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| 08:50pm 19/10/2005 |
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there are sometimes when i just feel that i try so hard and get nothing in return. i hate these situations they make me feel like my whole world is going to explode.... KABOOM!!! |
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| I have a crazy man friend. |
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| 07:37pm 18/10/2005 |
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Hello my names Samster,
But no, I dont play with Hampsters,
Dont mess around cuz ill kick you in the shin,
I got more spunk then a crazy asian.
I can eat egg drop soup all day and night,
But pee on the toilet seat and theres gonna be a fight,
Put up your dukes cuz im the real mccoy,
This is a cucumber not a sex toy,
Thats right im the samster uh uh
Thats right i dont like hampsters uh uh
Thats right i like to be pampered uh uh
Thats right cuz im the real samster uh uh
Keepin it real since 1992 uh uh
A poem by B-Man... |
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| 06:08pm 17/10/2005 |
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there is always a quote on my juice box i think the one on this buss says a lot... "Be true to your work, your word, and your friend"- Henry David Thoreau |
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| my theory about teachers |
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| 07:53am 07/09/2005 |
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a teacher's job is not to give a student random facts and answers to questions but a teacher's job is to lead the student in a derection of where to find the answers and how to apply those random facts to every day life. |
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| y cant people have curticy for others |
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| 10:16pm 06/09/2005 |
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message i left after smelling the nasty order in my house every so oftern... I do not know who has been smoking in the house but the smell of pot has been spreading throughout the halls and into my room. I would appreciate it if whoever is smoking would please control the smell.
edit: to add to everything else i wake up this morning to see a note on the fridge that we have a mouse problem. i told my landlord supposidly thats normal this time a year. i may be wrong but mice in the house just doesnt seem normal to me. he is getting traps and i asked everyone to clean hopefuly they do. |
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| I DID IT!!! |
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| 08:14am 29/07/2005 |
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AND I WAS A BIG GIRL... NO TEARS OR NOTHING... I SHOWED THAT NEEDLE WHO'S BOSS!!!!!!!!!! |
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| 10:43am 22/07/2005 |
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i have no clue how but some how i made the deans list at school.... i wont argue with it. |
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